oh, oh. the ETMNBR. yes, do i have those. massive things that are impossible. because i'm such a canon freak, i have things that have started out as character sketched that are now over 10,000 words and will never see the light of day. i have two TWW epics, that will never be finished (one, because i mary-sue up the ying-yang), and an SVU epic case-file that is actually completely plotted out, has an outline, has how the reveals will happen and where the clues will be - but the characterizations are TERRIBLE and since i know what happens, i really have no interest in putting the whole thing together. (this is why i so resist outlining things. i bore myself.)

sigh. stupid fanfic. stupid me for falling in love with epics at first sight and desperately wanting to write one, though i will never have an attention span that lasts that long.