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thefourthvine) wrote2005-04-27 06:16 am
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Coming out of the Closet; or, the Secret Life of Recommenders
When I first started this LJ, I had never written FF and had reason to believe I never would.
Really, in retrospect, I should've known better. Eventually, we all write fan fiction; I understand this now.
But to save myself the embarrassment of publicly associating with my FF (and to save you lot from suddenly seeing FF in a recommendations LJ), when I succumbed to the irresistable lure, I did it under a pseudonym. Which is sort of pathetic and sort of psychotic, inasmuch as
thefourthvine isn't exactly my real name, so we're talking about a pseudonym for an alias here, and that's just way too recursive to enhance my sanity.
I've posted a fair amount of FF lately - well, for me, anyway - and that's made me think about this whole thing of having a nom de plume for an assumed name for an entity livejournaling as, or whatever, and I've decided it's time to stop with the spy games. For one thing, it's starting to feel vaguely hypocritical; I mean, I recommend FF and rant about the nine million things that I have decreed to be FF sins; seems like I should give people full opportunity to point to my own FF and say, "But you do it, too!" And then there's the fact that some people guessed anyway, to the point where I've wondered if my FF writing is the same kind of secret as an intraoffice affair: something that everyone is politely pretending not to know.
In short, the time has come for me to own up to my writing. So, for the record: I write FF under the name Littera Abactor, whose work can be found at
littera_abactor.
No one who reads this should feel obliged to read anything in that LJ, of course. In fact, most of you would probably prefer not to, as the FF I write is nothing like the stuff I recommend. The sample size is still too small - I've written maybe half a dozen stories - but early indications are that I specialize in the weird and the humorous, without many detours in the way of plot or smut. However, if you do read anything, you are naturally free to nitpick, grouse, or poke fun, just as you are here. (And I'll read and love your comments, and still only have about a 50% chance of coming up with a response to them. Also just like here.)
This will stay a recommendations LJ, though; I'll continue to use only the
littera_abactor LJ for FF.
So. While we're cleaning out the closet, does anyone else have a secret to share with the class?
Really, in retrospect, I should've known better. Eventually, we all write fan fiction; I understand this now.
But to save myself the embarrassment of publicly associating with my FF (and to save you lot from suddenly seeing FF in a recommendations LJ), when I succumbed to the irresistable lure, I did it under a pseudonym. Which is sort of pathetic and sort of psychotic, inasmuch as
I've posted a fair amount of FF lately - well, for me, anyway - and that's made me think about this whole thing of having a nom de plume for an assumed name for an entity livejournaling as, or whatever, and I've decided it's time to stop with the spy games. For one thing, it's starting to feel vaguely hypocritical; I mean, I recommend FF and rant about the nine million things that I have decreed to be FF sins; seems like I should give people full opportunity to point to my own FF and say, "But you do it, too!" And then there's the fact that some people guessed anyway, to the point where I've wondered if my FF writing is the same kind of secret as an intraoffice affair: something that everyone is politely pretending not to know.
In short, the time has come for me to own up to my writing. So, for the record: I write FF under the name Littera Abactor, whose work can be found at
No one who reads this should feel obliged to read anything in that LJ, of course. In fact, most of you would probably prefer not to, as the FF I write is nothing like the stuff I recommend. The sample size is still too small - I've written maybe half a dozen stories - but early indications are that I specialize in the weird and the humorous, without many detours in the way of plot or smut. However, if you do read anything, you are naturally free to nitpick, grouse, or poke fun, just as you are here. (And I'll read and love your comments, and still only have about a 50% chance of coming up with a response to them. Also just like here.)
This will stay a recommendations LJ, though; I'll continue to use only the
So. While we're cleaning out the closet, does anyone else have a secret to share with the class?

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Err. Hello, my name is Cherry, and though I don't read graphic sex, I totally read your recs for the amusement factor, and because many of them are long and plotty and I read those parts, anyway.
And it's maybe possible that was part of how I got into the Due South fandom.
*Goes back to sit in the corner by herself*
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*enthusiastic claps*
We love you! Porn or no porn! No more corner-sitting for you!
*hauls Cherry firmly out of corner*
And it's maybe possible that was part of how I got into the Due South fandom.
Oooo. I'm feeling very proud of myself right now. And I suppose I should say, "my work here is done," but it probably isn't; a fandom slut always has more pimping to do. So...Sports Night?
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Hee! That's always nice to hear, especially since it seems like I'm the only person who doesn't do porn. Sometimes it almost feels like I'm not writing as complete as repetoire as everyone else, or that these recently-discovered people who like my work will move on, but. *G*
Oooo. I'm feeling very proud of myself right now. And I suppose I should say, "my work here is done," but it probably isn't; a fandom slut always has more pimping to do. So...Sports Night?
I should thank you, actually. I found a fandom where people like me! Due South people are insanely nice, and I've broken the 'six feedbacks on one story' barrier.
As for Sports Night... my first real fannish involvement was with West Wing (and they're awful, so let us never speak of them again -- one of the drawbacks with being a younger writer is that your early stuff is truly horrible), so that might not take too terribly much pushing.